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Nov. 27th, 2006 02:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mamagaeawent to the doctor. told him about my depression. he always said if it lasted more than 2 weeks to come in. Thinking back on everything, I have to honestly say my depression has been underlying and pretty consistent since about February. (hmm. I wonder what could have happened in february?) March was really bad. April lingering. May through Aug was combatting depression with sex, which we all know isn't all that healthy for all it does is cover up the true issues and doesn't deal with anything at all except activate those stupid dopamines. Things have been pretty much icky since then, with ups and downs and not really feeling any significant amount of happiness at all.
so, got prozac. calling the mental health clinic tomorrow. we'll see how things go.
if I thought I could deal with my depression any other way, I would. It's not like I actually want to take medication for this, but my brain just isn't working anymore. It's such a joy having your head collapse onto your chest for over 20 minutes in a deep depression and there really isn't anything you can do but let it happen until you can move again. oh fun, oh joy.
wish me luck.
so, got prozac. calling the mental health clinic tomorrow. we'll see how things go.
if I thought I could deal with my depression any other way, I would. It's not like I actually want to take medication for this, but my brain just isn't working anymore. It's such a joy having your head collapse onto your chest for over 20 minutes in a deep depression and there really isn't anything you can do but let it happen until you can move again. oh fun, oh joy.
wish me luck.
