Herpes Lip Camera Test

Yeah, I have herpes simplex. You wanna say sumthin about it? Huh? Do ya? Do ya Do ya Do ya? I thought not!

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ANYway...

Actually, I welcome this outbreak because I had a really bad day yesterday with very upsetting and horrible dreams and it caused me to have a bad day spent in bed most of the time. I view the outbreak as a release of toxic energies that I can now heal.

I went to sleep around 1 am or so and got up at about 7:30 and read the rest of the book I was reading, "The Golden Compass" by Philip Pullman. I didn't have any dreams before I woke up, which I was very happy about. After I was done with my book, I went back to sleep. I had wonderful dreams involving Disneyland and being part of a welcoming committee in the Sherwood Forest. It was wonderful and fanciful and I got to dress in glittering splendor, watching metallic embroidery weave clothing around me. I had a wishing ring that I didn't need anymore. I was wearing rings on all my fingers already and it didn't fit anywhere. I gave it to the chancellor and he put it on a toy crown on a shelf for safe-keeping, but it activated the crown with lights and movement and it signified the baby in the crib was the true princess of the royal couple. (I think. it was super cool anyway that I provided the final link to the activation of something wonderful) There was lots more involving different parts of Disneyland and stuff, but I won't go into it. Disneyland may make some people angry because of whatever; I just know that my heart belongs there with all the healing that childhood can bring and the rollercoasters and everything else. I just love Disney. Sorry, but I do.

So, today I woke up with "the lip". I decided to take pictures and test how well my new camera phone works. You can find the pics under the cut. And in case any of you were wondering, I am feeling much better today. It took me a long time to wake up. My brain was awake, but I couldn't get my body to move. Some of it would jerk a little and then go dormant again. My foot would rotate, but then go silent. I probably laid there for over 45 minutes waiting for my body to wake up. Finally, when my brain was awake enough to be tired of just sitting there, I said to the heavens "anybody who's floating around out there with positive good intentions, I could use some help waking up now. And yes, I could use help waking up in more than just the one sense, but if you could help me wake up now, I'd really appreciate it." About 20 seconds later, I felt a jerking pull in my midsection, making my center convulse and activating the rest of my body to move and stretch and get going. THANK YOU! And my head is a hell of a lot clearer now too.

So, here's those pics and have a nice day. hugs and love always.

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Nerd meme

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Social Nerd   You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^
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So that's why I'm supposed to do full moons.

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"Sophia Meets Michael"
Adaptation of Herr Gottfried Johannes Muller’s Story of the Archangel Michael
Silverstar Red Crow © 1999/2007

Before Sophia was born on Earth; she found herself in a great hall, made of marble and elegantly decorated. Thousands of others joined her there and all gathered, naturally lined up in tight rows, as if prepared for examination. Sophia was smaller and shorter than most of the people there; statuesque women and men blocking her view from all sides.
A magnificent man came into the great hall; Sophia recognized Him as the Archangel Michael. Everybody suddenly hushed and snapped to attention.
“There is a battle coming on the Earth” Michael said. “It will be fought on the most subtle of spiritual levels, at first, eventually moving to coarser levels of reality. I am looking for people who are willing to go to Earth and battle for balance. Most of your work will be invisible and you will suffer great difficulties. You may be tortured, or nearly put to death; you may often wish for death. If you persevere, you will live with The Divine in your heart for all time. You will discover that a mere individual, through thought and deed, can create Paradise anywhere, at any time. If you do not volunteer for this mission, there will be no penalty or punishment and you will be allowed to stay here, on this plane of Time-Without-Time and enjoy the life you presently live. Though not very exciting, this plane will continue to sustain you, if that is your wish. Who will choose to volunteer?”
Sophia looked around. No one came forward, hardly anyone moved. How can this be, Sophia wondered, there are so many mighty and powerful beings here?
“Will anyone step forward?” Michael said, His voice now thundering.
The crowd remained motionless.
Michael raised His hand; light dancing off His metallic sword. “Then step back if you are unwilling to go with us!”
All around Sophia, people stepped back in one major rush. “How could anybody not want to live with The Divine?” she whispered as she stood in place.
All participants in Sophia’s line moved back a few yards except for her. She stood alone at the end of the hall, feeling full of adrenaline. She noticed someone moving to her right, as she turned her head and squinted. Down the row, a few hundred yards and so far away she couldn’t make out features, were other people who had not stepped back.
Michael looked at them and His face filled with love and compassion. “I will send you help and I will send you helpers, although they will usually be in disguise. But you will know the sound of the truth when you hear it. Always remember, no matter how terrible it gets, you are on a mission and your actions, if successful, will save humanity.” Michael paused, looking pleased. “Now I will tell you what your most powerful weapon is: committing tiny acts of compassion.”
As Sophia nodded in agreement, Michael struck her on the shoulder with His sword. She winced from the blow and began to cry and struggle, trying to speak. With a sudden inhalation of breath, Sophia realized she was now in the body of a newborn babe.

Words to Live by

Be as caring as you can be without getting swept up in the emotional dramas of others and losing your own equanimity.

The Situation position refers to the general set of influences that surround you and affect your personal experience of peace. We all have to deal with conflict and are affected by the process.

The Queen of Cups in this position points to a temptation to lose your center by rescuing someone. This may be a difficult urge to come to terms with. Your charitable impulses may tell you not to look the other way. At the same time, your self-preservation urges may warn of danger and turmoil. What's the best path? One should never disengage one's heart qualities of kindness and empathy. However, be sure to take care of yourself by clearly and directly stating your boundaries, wants, and needs. Find a way to express compassion without sacrificing your own inner peacefulness. Not only will doing this you offer you some protection, but it shows you are not willing to be a victim when dealing with others.

Emotional integrity, a hallmark of the evolved Queen of Cups, demands that you resist merging with people at the level of their problems. You want to be someone who lives and demonstrates an open and emotionally accessible style of non-dependence. Your sensitivity can be an asset when it is not tangled up in other people's pain.